CrAzYBaByDrAgOn

I try to focus, to zoom in let everything else just drop away but I can't. What do they think? What will they say? This is what you do and I hate it. I can't tell you how it is, or how I want it to be; and you can't tell me what you're thinking. It's just a big dark cloud of WTF. I'm tired of the truth and the secrets hurt but the lies make me…     really sick. Every time I try to tell you, my mouth clogs up, I can't breathe— I just can't say it. So, why don't we try this again? It's like a game—but not. It's not "sorry, go back to home," "go straight to jail" "go fish," or "yahtzee!" It's not even